He we go Again!

I know it's been a while since I wrote but here we are 28 days later and still no call from Nathan. I talked to Annette and she said that I have been being distant... which I'll admit I have. It's just hard and fustrating. I seriously want to break down and cry. I explained to her about the prior post and what I felt. She's my best friend and I am hers... we tell things to each other that we don't tell others in fear of a judgment so we are having a date night Friday going to Chuy's!! Guess it's time to just get out these feelings of loss on her side and mine!