Fallen Heros

Today I knew about on fallen hero, but found out that we lost another as well. I haven't heard anything from Nathan in 17 days and now I think I am really going to loose it. It's hard hearing that kind of information and my heart goes out to the families that lost their sons and husbands. Finding out today though is different, way different because these guys are in 3/8 with Nathan one being in H&S company as well, the same as Nathan. It just hits a little to close to home, if you know what I mean. I know they say no news is good news so that's what I remind myself all the time and I fear that I will find out on the news that something has happend to Nathan, though I know that's not possiable. They have to notify me first and I have to give the permission to release the information to the public. It's just hard.... very very hard and I can't wait until he's done!