Leaving Base

So it’s getting to me not hearing from him… I mean I am expecting not to hear from him for a month but it’s hard when others that left also are calling their wife… just makes me wonder what he’s doing. I am guessing by the charge that posted on our account he’s out in a town in ....Afghanistan.... cause all the others were coming from a base so it worries me a little. I just want to hear his voice even if it was just I love you… I would know he’s okay… which I am sure he is but I still want to know. I know if he could call he would so obviously he can’t that’s why I haven’t heard something… I mean he has a satellite phone so he can call… And these holidays next week are going to be hard… I think being around his family without him there is going to be hard just because it’s his side of the family and He’s not home… but I’m there so it’s a reminder of where he’s at… and New years the day we got together… oh I think I am just going to be a hermit that day…. I watch that movie click last night and wish that I had that remote just to fast-forward to the end of May…