Excited

So I have 3 more nights to myself before I am sharing the bed with my husband again... WOOOOOO HOOOOOO anyways Him and I are excited to see each other even though we know where he is leaving to go to which is the reason why I am coming out. My mother in law is coming for the weekend as well, thank god cause I know we both need her, so it should be a fun time though it's supposed to rain all weekend. Though I am nervous and scared I don't tell Nathan... cause he tells me he's nervous and scared, though I think he knows I am he sees that I am trying to remain strong for the both of us... cause to other people everyone thinks he's fine and excited to go over there, but I hear different from him... and though I don't want him to be nervous or scared to go over there it makes me feel better that I know how he feels and he's not hiding it to me as well. As far as me moving to ....North Carolina.... that has been put on hold. The way the economy is going we think it's best if I stay here and he gets out in August 2010... seems like a long time but if you think about it he'll be gone for a year, then I would have to wait for him to get housing set up when he got back (which could be as late as January 2010 to turn around and leave to come back home 7 months later... I would loose a good job and not be able to apply for nursing school here. So that's where we stand...