Early Birthday

So yesterday I get a call from Nathan telling me that he has ordered some things online that I need to bring to Lejeune with me when I go up there to see him at homecoming. Of course they are for him... and they are hoodies... I mean what else does he wear. So anyhow he tells me that he has ordered me an early birthday present and I should have gotten it... so we figured I'd get it today... which I did!!! I can say I cried, not because of the gift but because of the Card.... seriously what did I ever do do deserve such an amazing man! I've never had anyone tell me the things he does... it's like he knows just what to say to make it better, make me feel at ease, or in this case to make me at a loss for words to say what and how I feel for him because I love you just doesn't do justice to what I feel... it's way more. Here's the gift he got me!

St Paddy's Day

Gotta go green because of the Day and I'm Irish! I got to talk to Nathan yesterday!!! We have been talking a lot more often now cause he's back in his shop doing his MOS! I can't wait until he's home we are talking about where we are going to go when he comes home on leave so that we can get away. He said that he wanted me to come up there to live with him and I would ♥ to do that but there are other things that we need to consider... so that's still an option. I am so stress free at the moment cause I get to talk to him more now!!! I don't take for granted if I only get a 5 minute phone call cause at least I know he's safe and alive!!

Anyways I went out with Shanda and Jen tonight to celebrate St. Patty's Day and took some pictures. We started at Bakers St. Pub but then left cause it was to packed... and ended at Mikes Place!

He we go Again!

I know it's been a while since I wrote but here we are 28 days later and still no call from Nathan. I talked to Annette and she said that I have been being distant... which I'll admit I have. It's just hard and fustrating. I seriously want to break down and cry. I explained to her about the prior post and what I felt. She's my best friend and I am hers... we tell things to each other that we don't tell others in fear of a judgment so we are having a date night Friday going to Chuy's!! Guess it's time to just get out these feelings of loss on her side and mine!