Being Thankful

So let’s start off that my job is at jeopardy and I have 60 days to improve or else I loose it. Apparently I don’t care about my job, or well that’s the impression that they are getting off of me… which I don’t understand how they get that. Even after the hour and a half review and nothing positive was said and I am still confused on why they think I don’t care… couldn’t really give me an example to back up truth behind it. It’s to long of a story to explain but this just sucks… I care about my Job, actually try hard, admit my mistakes and for the first time I feel that I can’t trust others I work with. Its hard but what can I do… the interview happened on the 20th and it took everything I had to stay, I wanted to walk out and be like Screw ya’ll I’m going back to the NAVY… but I thought I can’t make a decision on an impulse, I married and I need to talk to Nathan… Which I am missing now more than ever. Thanksgiving was Thursday and I had lunch at my Moms then dessert at the in laws… Nathan’s Grandma made me feel so good cause she saw me and Said I looked good, and she could tell I lost a lot of weight!!! That put a smile on my face and just talking with her in general did too… Gerri is the one I turned to with this work stuff that’s going on. It’s like since Nathan’s gone I felt like I had no one really to talk to but she listens and makes me feel better. Friday was Black Friday… got up at 2:30 in the morning and didn’t get home until 5:30… got 12 people done for $250 dollars… GO ME!