Being Thankful

So let’s start off that my job is at jeopardy and I have 60 days to improve or else I loose it. Apparently I don’t care about my job, or well that’s the impression that they are getting off of me… which I don’t understand how they get that. Even after the hour and a half review and nothing positive was said and I am still confused on why they think I don’t care… couldn’t really give me an example to back up truth behind it. It’s to long of a story to explain but this just sucks… I care about my Job, actually try hard, admit my mistakes and for the first time I feel that I can’t trust others I work with. Its hard but what can I do… the interview happened on the 20th and it took everything I had to stay, I wanted to walk out and be like Screw ya’ll I’m going back to the NAVY… but I thought I can’t make a decision on an impulse, I married and I need to talk to Nathan… Which I am missing now more than ever. Thanksgiving was Thursday and I had lunch at my Moms then dessert at the in laws… Nathan’s Grandma made me feel so good cause she saw me and Said I looked good, and she could tell I lost a lot of weight!!! That put a smile on my face and just talking with her in general did too… Gerri is the one I turned to with this work stuff that’s going on. It’s like since Nathan’s gone I felt like I had no one really to talk to but she listens and makes me feel better. Friday was Black Friday… got up at 2:30 in the morning and didn’t get home until 5:30… got 12 people done for $250 dollars… GO ME!

Sending Texas for Christmas!

It’s been a while but I have been busy with work and school. My Mother in Law, Gerri, and I went everywhere yesterday getting things for Nathan for Thanksgiving. We sent him some of the Demi Moore ....Turkey.... and dressing dinners so that him and a few guys there could have a meal incase they didn’t have dinner there for our guys. Of Course we sent other things like corn and fruit cups so it was very traditional (well with what we could find at Walmart) but it’s the thought that counts. I also managed to go to Hobby Lobby and get a Christmas tree and little ornaments for it that were all cowboy/Texas themed… and his stocking is a Boot that says ..Texas..… so since he can’t be in ..Texas.. for Christmas, ....Texas.... is going to him… Cute Idea huh… he’ll think it’s gay. Oh well again it’s the thought and he’ll know that we love and miss him so it’ll put a smile on his face!